haiis. wasn't very happy this days. why? ii oso duno. all ii noe is that ii am sl0wly l0sing my own self. ii am definately n0t the one wh0 ii used t0 be anym0re. ii was always happy. bud now... haiis. can s0meone please save mii? =(

t0dae scho0l was ok la. onli ii didn't talk much in class. cuz m0st of the tym ii was n0t in class. hahas. xD NPCC was ok os0. ii os0 didn't much durin NPCC n0rs. onli talk abit onli. wad is happening t0 mii? haiis. hab a very scared feelin deep in mii. wad is it ab0ut? ii oso duno. ater NPCC actually wan meet "k0r" de. bud wan mii g0 his scho0l der den nvm le. wanted t0 meet him because ii h0pe he c0uld cheer mii up abit. bud den suan le ba. every0ne hab their 0wn life de. haiis. try t0 laugh and stay happy ba. ii h0pe there is s0meone 0ut the wh0 kn0ws who ii am. and that pers0n will "save" mii.

in scho0l actually al0t tym felt lyk crying 0ut de. bud ii tell myself. ii wun cry in fr0nt of my friends anym0re. ii will h0ld back my tears n0 matter wad. ii h0pe so. =/ t0mm0row hab HTA trainin. and ii dun tink that w0uld cheer mii up anym0re. ii feel s0 out when ii am ar0und my friends. haiis. =/