haiis. s0meone save mii? i feel so. c0nfused ; sad ; l0st ; fustrating! haiis. why must this happen t0 mii? why? why must g0d make fun 0f mii? haiis. wad sh0uld ii d0 to st0p hurtin 0ther pe0ple's feelings? ii n0e its terrible cuz ii went thr0ugh it bef0re. bud. haiis.

can one mend a br0ken heart? answer is yes bud it will never be c0mplete anym0re. there w0uld be cracks. ii l0st my faith. ii dun n0e wad t0 d0 to regain the faith ii l0st. ii am so0 c0nfused. ii h0pe that euu w0uld understand my feelings n0w. and h0w ii wish that ii c0uld tell euu h0w ii feel. haiis. bud ii dun dare. cuz ii hab n0 confident in myself anym0re. haiis.

h0w to regain my c0nfidence and mend my br0ken heart? ii sh0uld juz l0ck up my heart and thr0w away the key t0 my heart. =(