i use t0 stand s0 tall ;
i use t0 be s0 str0ng ;
i cant believe euu are the one ;
t0 build me up and tear me d0wn ;
like an old abandoned house .
what euu said left me cold and 0ut of breath .
i fell to0 far and way in to0 deep .
now i am torn into pieces ;
broken up, deep inside ..

now euu dragged the mem0ries d0wn the hall ;
and euu just walked away ;
and left me picking up the pieces ;
to try t0 put my heart back t0gether .
bud he was there t0 help me up ;
when i was barely hanging on .
and when i lose my way ;
he p0inted it 0ut f0r me ..

now euu seems so far away ;
and it feels like euu dun care anymore ;
and because of you ;
i am afraid of things ;
& i try my hardest t0 f0rget everything ;
& i duno h0w to let anyone else in ;
& i find it hard t0 trust not only me ; bud everyone else around me.
bud he opened up that f0r me..

i am f0rced t0 fake a smile ;
a laugh in my everyday life .
i dont kn0w where i belong ;
with no place to go to dry my eyes ..
n0w all that's left in me ;
is what i pretend t0 be ;
so t0gether bud br0ken up inside .

the w0rld only see me smiling ;
bud my pillow kn0ws the truth at night ;
cause that's where i hide my sorrow .
they call my happy-g0-lucky ;
cause they dont kn0w that my heart is dying inside .
i am d0ing my happy-go-lucky so well ;
that i am even fo0ling myself ..

seeing euu n0w kills me ;
bud i am not crying 0n the 0utside .
my feelings i hide ;
my dreams i can no l0nger find ;
i am l0sing my mind ;
i am so fallen behind ;
i cant find my place ;
i am l0sing my faith and confidence ;
i am so l0st inside ..
we l0st it all bud d0es n0thing last f0rever ?

he helped me up ;
opened things in my heart up again .
bud i hab hurt him bef0re ;
and yet n0w i seems t0 fall for him .
i dun wish t0 l0se him .
he awaken the feelings inside me once again ;
and he has always been there f0r me ;
when i am d0wn or needed someone ;
i feel so safe with him around me all the times .
what sh0uld i d0 n0w ?