see them train for taekwando. i saw how last time i train-ed. happiew and sad times. i very miss taekwando so much. i did train abit, and my leg hurts so much bud still manage to do front-kicks. bud i cant spar, cant do the proper kickings and all. cus my leg will hurt alot.

i suddenly feel so worth-less. thanks to my leg, i cant do anything. i so wana do things on my own. i sometimes wish to complete things on my way own, without anyone's help. after having my leg injured, i cant do alot of things on my own. i feel like a burden to pe0ple, i feel like a worth-less person. those that helped me, i will end up showing attitude to them. thats cus i really hate myself, having to trouble people again and again. i so wished to returned to the days where i can train free-ly, do my NPCC drills, excercise whenever i want. bud that will not happen ever again. many of my own dreams hab been broken becus of my leg, having to gib up most things hurts alot den aything. no one will ever understand how this will feel like, to not be able to do most things by myself anymore.

anyway i bought a tube dress from This Fashion at $20. got Sharon ; Cheryl and Zora christmas prsents ready le! woo hoo! hahas. (:

the dress i will be wearinf to the party.