todae i am DAMN sleepy!! =x woke up meet zora and cheryl. haiis. CHERYL dearest, cheer up okays? (: meet yee liang. he walked me to scho0l.. so s0rry! and thkews! like keep troubling euu. =x but thanks alot.. (:

anyway, in class, me and guoren keep on talkin, especially during the chinese period.. den the chinese teacher like keep on pick on the both of us nors! =.= hahhas. (x we talk talk talk for damn long. hahas. no worries guoren, wadeva euu told me i WILL NOT tell anyone de. (: and euu better dont tell anyone wad i told euu to0s h0r! hehes. (:

den after scho0l was npcc.. i am damn mo0dy and emo. i dont know why.. suddenly having the damn scared feeling, feeling so hurt deep inside, feeling so lost, feeling so alone. last year, most things tt happened seems to be my fault.. or shuld i sae, it all are my fault, i here now apologise t wadeva i hab done.. if there wont be a chance i would rather know it now. if there wont be chance dont give me to0 much high hopes. i am damn afraid, afraid of wad will happen in the future. i am damn scared. i just nid someone who cares f0r me, be there for me, and of cus love me for who i am..

anyway during npcc, i didnt almost talk much. i am so sorry. but guys dont worry abt me. i will be fine. i can take it, no matter how much it will hurt, i can take it.. yongrong, euu might be rite. somethings shouldnt be said. cus it will be better. hope euu and her will be alright. (:


yongrong KOR and me. (:


my scho0l basketball court. (:

hide, all my feelings are hidden deep inside, i dare not speak out anymore..