i really wish that i was way much better den her. not only in just 1 way but in most of the ways.. i try so hard but i am feeling real tired.. but i still went on trying very hard.. but i just guess, i hab to accept the fact that i will never be better den her.. not even as go0d as her. whenever i tell myself to stop thinking, i just cant stop thinking.. i feel so bad, i feel so upset, i feel that i am never the best to him and i carry on trying very hard.. but i feel so way behind.. i feel that i cant give him the same or even more amount of happiness den she did. i feel so useless..

please dont tell me things that are all a lie just to cheer me up. all i want is the truth and someone to tell me that i am lookin great.. all i want is for him to have the best.. i love him so much..
3 more days..

it hurts my heart, but i dont mind..
cus i love euu alot and i am willingly to bear these pain..
let this be a everlasting love.. (:
i dont wana lose euu cus i love euu loads.. x3