everyone is busy studying.. yet i am now always not in class if not in class day-dreaming, if not sleeping, if not playing games.. hais. i really hab no mo0d to study le. like monday, i whole day nvr study at all nors. was like at outside library for 5 periods talking with friends. den me ; yongrong ; ridwan ; topaz ; jeremy lim went down to canteen for early recess.. in short, whole day nvr study dao at all. now go scho0l normally will be with them nors. pon-ing classes, going off early from scho0l and all.. its real fun be-ing with them euu know. =p and there is 2 different jeremy lim w0rs. 1 is npcc de, 1 is paikia de. nowadays with the paikia de jeremy lim and company. hahas. (x he is funny!

todae at least hab stduy my amaths with sheng yao. hahas. (x lets see, we studied at somewhere near our house. cus we stay near each other. it was damn funny studying with him nors! his attitude and all seems quite similar to my k0rr nors. but of cus, his attitude is better larhs. hahas. (x thankews sheng yao! (:

i am damn pissed off now n0rs. really hab no mo0d to study. now again, some pe0ple are sacred to talk to me cus of my these friends. they are nice de n0rs! =.= it seems like i lost everything.. i dun wana care anymore. but i wished i could. i so miss him, but wad could i do? i c0uld d0 n0thing anym0re.. i feel tired. there is no sweet everlasting love in this w0rld.. its all a lie.

i cant hide my tears anymore. i really cant but i am still trying my best to. thankews alvin k0r, i will try to change de.. i pr0mise euu k0rr. and i havent see da-sao face to face before sia! (x and also thankews f0r "healing" me. (:

i hope i could get through all this,
all alone..