i th0ught i c0uld surpress all my other feelings by being hyper and laughing like crazy. but i didnt noe that this could hurt so much.. i tried to be hyper in front of pple. i tried to hide all other hurts and pain from others. i really tried to forget like how he wan me t0.. but i cant. i still remember everything clearly.. i dun wana f0rget. i still love him dearly.. i miss him so much everyday. i wonder how he is doin. when i wake up, the 1st person i think of is still him.. i want to msg and call him.. but i am scared, i am scared he will not happy. al this feelings are now surpress under my heart.. no one will noe the pain except me.

and i will still sae, i love him dearly..
at least i noe i am still in his heart,
and he is still in mine..
我爱你。