ytd night, talk to Lim Fei on the phone for 3 h0urs sia!! until 2am like tt. damn freaking tired after talking larhs! but he is funny! BUT dont get the wrong idea! we are ONLY friends and purely friends. (: nothing else. =) and talked to him also because of my things and somethings i habb to ask him cus he knew.. =/ haiis. anyway, hab fun talking to him cus he is so damn LAME! =x ops. =)

today went to scho0l at 9:35am. =) to clean the NPCC ro0m! (:Hab me, enzhang, chunghong, jeremylim, jeremy teng, sean, cally, lizhi, shermaine, Sharon, yuxuan, qiaochun, weisiong and guojing. Den after that weichong came to0s. we hab much fun clearing up the things larhs. =) I drew the formation for the things of the NPCC ro0m for qiaochun. But at 1st she said don’t want, cus the ro0m might be damn small to be able to move around. But in the end, she still used my formation. Hoho! (x

We m0ved the shelves, clean the table, clear the things, wiped the tables, sweep the floor, mop the floor, wipe the fan. The big metal shelf was like damn HEAVY larhs. =.= nid everyone to carry it. And someh0w, my right-hand wrist seems to hurt a lot these days. Haiis. why does it seems like, ever since tt incident that caused my wrist to be injured, it sometimes will hurt again? Haiis. =/

Den after that, at 2plus, me, guojing, sean, enzhang, cally and shermaine went to hougang green de long j0hn silver and eat our lunch. After tt we walk back to scho0l to do more clearing up of the things. (:

But, I went to tkd abit. =x secretly went to tkd, cus my m0m don’t allow me to go for tkd trainings cus she scared my leg injured again. =.= wth. But I still went and I seriously miss tkd alot! i love TAEKWANDO! =x

Den after that went to help clear things up again. But we are like doing things, hab beginning yet no ending nors. =x after awhile, all sit there and slack. =x but den we all still went help. =) all clearing up ends at abt 6pm nors. so late. Den I went home carrying the boards home. and since I used my right-hand, it hurts damn much larhs! =.= painnn.. can feel the once-injured wrist having the pain again. =/ why?

J.L. seems to be sad lei. And he seems to be not talking once again. =/ haiis. something is definitely bothering him and I can see it and kinda feel it. Haiis. today was damn unhappy de nors. wanted and wished that J.L. could come to me with that type of security he always gives me.. but seeing him like that, I just think, I don’t wana add on to wads bothering him.. =/ so I was there jus smiling and laughing like nothing is wrong. =/

Someone is very pissed off and stressed up, until he these days rarely talk. But at least, now he is telling me wads bothering him these days. (: haiis. I just wish that I could be the one, to make him smile and laugh and make him happy. but I don’t know how. =/ and everytime I feels sad, the 1st person in mind was him to turn to0. but seeing him telling me all these things, makes me hold back to everything I wish I could tell him and perhaps lean on him. Cus I didn’t wana ad on to his fustrations. =/ I don’t wana see him like this. =/ why do I care so much for him? It hurts so much..

I am crying silently.
I am crying inside of me.
I am crying hopelessly.
And who will catch me when I fall?
And sometimes when I sae, “ oh, I am fine ” I want someone to lo0k me in the eyes and say “ tell me the truth ” .

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