todae w0ke up with a heavy feeling deep inside. a heart-aching pain inside. dont kn0w why, but it hurts alot.. w0ke up and wash up with this feelings and at 7am, walked to scho0l de front gate to meet tjiaying, enzhang, sean, jeremylim.. den came frederick and eric. talked very little. cus wondering why i felt that feeling once again when i woke up.. i havent been feelings this way early in the morning, for like a few months le.. haiis. why?

anyway, we to0k bus 88 to Deyi Secondary. yesturday was saying, only tjiaying, liai, vanessa, me, sean, jeremylim and enzhang meet only. but than suddenly so many pe0ple. hahas. (x hab frederick, eric, guojing, chung hong and sharon, but liai nvr come cus she meet us straight at the basketball court opposite Deyi Secondary. =.= but still so many nors. hahas. alighted at the MRT station there, den they they wan go to Cheers to buy fo0d to eat so we went. i b0ught Pokey, Chocolates and sweets. so later they can eat. hahas. (x

after that made our way to basketball court. wrote down all their names when 1 by 1 they came. den we went into the Deyi Secondary at abt 8:25am. =x but den i ran out to meet dickson 1st den we went into the scho0l again t0gether. once again to0k their attendance to make sure before i report. i scared i blur blur report wrongly. but i still blur blur go report to the sir that time call him " Jie shen me" sir. =x oh my tian nors! somemore 4 times and i still cant remember his name! =x ops. anyway today was fun with all the games and not so boring for the lectures. (:

durin the newspaper game, ghimchoon piggy-back me AGAIN! =x hahas. almost fell n0rs. =x anyway at the end of the day, all kana scolded cus of somethings. =x ended at 5:40pm, including guojing's debrief for us GOSHAWKS. (:

after the course, kuku sent me home. hahas. walked to bus-stop dento0k bus 73 home. and i cross road that time, again kana horn by the car, today kana horn 3 times le nors! =.= 2nd time almost kana knock down n0rs! cus i went to the road to carry the kitten on the road to the side of the road. =x SCARY~ talked and noe why he angry and sad le. sorriew ma, i didnt realise it when talking to him nors. sorriew.. i wont le okays? dont angry ma.

today saw him and her walking so close together to Deyi Secondary. pretended didnt see, cus it hurts more den the morning feeling. duno why. but hid these feelings inside. when he walk with me, he walked so far apart, hurts way much more even though i hab no idea why i am feelings this way at all. den todae he not happy, duno why my emotions changed along with his to0s. duno why. haiis. whie am i feelings this way? x/3