no mo0d to type, no mo0d to blog at all. my heart hurts terribly inside. tears keep falling and i cant control them. who will wipe away my tears for me?

today hab our Police Knowledge course. was quite okays. copied notes d0wn, but after the 1st few slides, i did not copy anymore, cus my hand hurts. =x breakfast didnt eat, lunch didnt eat. ended up with gastric painn. =/ damn pain, went to take my gastric medicine so it was better abit after awhile. cried during lunch. thankews winston, dickson, cherie, liai and vanessa for comforting me. thankews. (:

made someone worried i guess. =/ but i was pissed with him. but duno why after awhile, i am not le. why must he be so close to her? =/ i dun understand. i tell myself, i believe in him, i do trust and believe him but i still felt the mich hurts and pains inside, and i cant get rid of them. its been a tiring week for me, ever since her, NONE of my friendships were stable at all. wad did i do that make her do this to me? i am really terrified of her, very scared.

3 words ; 1 meaning ; iloveyou.
sorry that i cant tell euu who that guy was.
cus i am terrified i would lose euu if i said.. x/3