today, woke up at 6:3oam. =x oh my tian. quickly change and got ready and went to scho0l for training. =) daddy bought Luo Mee Fan for me and tjiaying. xD thankews DADDY! (: and it was simpily delicious!

anyway, today the Parade Commander was JEREMY TENG! and the pledge taker was ARTIQAH! xD they are really very go0d nors! it was raining, and their commands and pledge can be heard clearly! (: after the morning training, we the LOGISTICS people were suppose to clear the container but since its raining, we cant clear it. =x teehees. xD so we slacked and i studied my geography. (: and i didnt know that MICHELLE have studied economics when she was still in HS. =x oh my tian! (: training was alright for today. hab H.T.H. talk with tjiaying today. (: it was nice talking to her. and today also had a talk with Mr. Chin, Miss Lim, Patrick Sir and Kelly Mdm. its about our Strengths and Area For Improvement. (: my area of improvement was as usual, my emotions. =x teehees. xD sean’s area of improvement was like damn FUNNY larhs. wahahhas. xD me and ghimchoon was like LAUGHING! xD wahahas. but sean’s a nice guy alright? (: and that WAYNE KOH! make me went up to 2nd level just to get basketball but in the end, he sae dont need le. =.= anyway, after training, went to hougang point with lishan, lizhi, cally, shermaine, enzhang, sean, kenny, kelly, michelle and ghimhong. (: went to eat at KFC. sat with enzhang, lishan and lizhi. was damn hilarious cus of enzhang and lizhi. xD couldnt stop laughing at all! wahahahs. xD the both of them are damn CUTE larhs! xD went home at abt 2plus. (:

he is kinda sick. =/ hope he is fine. kinda miss him alot. =/ he is having his prelims on monday. gambette! (: it all just seems so brand new to me. i hab long forgotten wad its like to have someone who loves euu and so i have forgotten wad it is like to be in a relationship. i feel so afraid, afraid of getting hurt all over again. i feel so scared, scared to lose him. i feel so contented, contented that i have him with me. i am so falling deeper into this. iloveyou. x3

i dont want euu to only make me happy.
i want euu to be happy together with me,
and i want to share all happiness and sadness with euu.