today didnt really did much. washed everything i used during the NCO camp. =D after that, went out with mommy. =D came home at abt 4pm and i washed the ponchos that MARCUS lend me! see, i am so nice! wahahahas. =D studied Chemistry and AMaths abit. and worst of all, i forgot tml is mommy birthday! T.T i am so bad. =/

anyway, today is FANGNING's birthday! =D happy birthday girl! hahas enjoy ur birthday well! =D and currently i wana talk to WEIQIANG about somethings. =/ haiis. super upset cus thats how i felt things changed toos. =/ feeling super down today, not in the mood for anything. =/ calling WEIGUANG to talk ltr. shall end it here now. =)

i didnt noe that things would turn out this way.
and perhaps, i dont really wana lose euu.
but den again, i am just being selfish.
i am so terrified that there will be no one there.

everything seems to smash ito pieces. the things euu made me started believing in is just all seems to be gone.