firstly, i MISS Survival Training Camp 2oo8 and Annual Training Camp 2oo7 alot alot! boohoos! T.T and i miss NPDP 2oo7 alot toos! =/ i love everyone LOADS toos! =D

anyway, ytd night talk to WEIGUANG on phone at around 11:20pm till aruond 11:50pm. den he hanged and went to sleep cus he is tired since ytd he went to ton. =.= and before that, he told me smth, something that i made me so upset about. and when i talked to SHARON after weiguang hanged the phone, i cried. i knew that was gonna happen, but when someone else told me that earlier, i didnt wana face it s i just pass it off with a laugh. =/ but now i am so scared. i dont want history to repeat. =/ but den again, hab to thank weiguang for being so great. (: and also hab to thank sharon who pei me talk on phone till 12:3oam and MARCUS who tried to cheer me up until he fell asleep while talking through sms till about 12am. =x and hey, i am a 53% angel. xD hahas. (: made up of 60% strong angel and 70% smiling angel, said by marcus. i should be MORE den that bahs? hahas. xD jokings. xD

and today woke up at around 9:20am, replied marcus msg, which i am so sorry, cus i kinda threw temper on MARCUS. i am so sorry, i was still upset abt that same thing and i am growing scared of it. =/ i went back to sleep till abt 11am den wake up. watched tv, msged abit, and online-ed. played games, talked on msn. and also thankews YANHAOpiggy, who was always there. and i just realised, i didnt really dare to talk to them that much anymore. =x haiis.

at 3:35pm, went for tuition and it was raining super heavily. went to take bus 72 and saw weiguang at ther busstop with his friend. but i dao-ed him, cus i am still upset abt it. so sorry WEIGUANG, i am so sorry. reached hougang mall at around 4pm and went to Time Zone to find GUOWEI and LIONEL who are working there. (: and i saw ziqian! wahahas. xD after that went to tuition at around 4:3o0pm, but i went there are write my NPCC stuffs instead. =.= hahas. xD and LIMFEI called at around 5:45pm and we talked. (: about many stuffs. until i end my tuition and reached home at around 6:40pm. (: thankews.

and now here i am blogging and sick cus i walked in the RAIN just now. =.= super cold now arhs! T.T i am still kinda afraid, i so wished that it wont happen, but wad weiguang said was true, last year did happened the same thing, once they graduate, we hardly contact and hardly talk, and worest, they were the CLOSEST seniors to me last year. they are just like my real brother, but now even if they came back sch, we still didnt talk but yet walk pass each other like STRANGERS. =/ i am so scared. and now, i am so AFRAID that people around me will leave just like that toos. thats why i am so scared to go so close to them, especially some of them and those uper my LOVES list. =/

thankews piggyYANHAO! (: euu hab always been there when i needed someone. from ever since last year till now. euu always tried to CHEER me up and encourage me to go on and make my LAUGH. (: thankews piggy for everything.

and lastly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESTER!
enjoy your birthday well. (: may all your wishes come true! (: