& the hardest thing i will ever do is to turn and walk away, pretending thati dont love you anymore.
if i have to, and if thats what you want. x/3

feeling so sick today. whole day felt like vomitting and really did vomitted a few times. tmr NPCC training, i scared i cant tahan. dead.

i can blame noone for this happenings. all i could blame was myself. for not being observant enough and, at times, purposely making it feel that way just cus i cant feel you around and the insecurity in me. it was my fault. tell me what can i do to make it all alrights once again. i really needed you. but now, you feel so faraway.. x/3
and now i really dont know what i should do.

thanks LISHAN, for the hug once again.
thanks LIZHI, for concerning.

sorrys LISHAN and LIZHI, someday i will tell you wat happened.

dear time,
can you please turn back time so things never ever happened, so that we could be the same? please, i will do everything for it. =/
loves, edna.

you distanced so much away from me.
each day, you get colder and colder towards me.
what can i do to get you back? things wont be the same again issit?
you wont feel the same anymore, will you?
no matter how i much i try to improve, it wont be the same anymore isiit? x/3