i dont know wat decision to make. i dont know wat i really want. i dont know wat will happen. i know things cant have it both ways and so, i am trying my very best to do so. and why does it hurts so much still? i know i had let you down, but its not like that, i wished you could see, how much you meant to me and how much it does hurt me. i wished you could see, how i am feeling now, how much i love you.

you are all that i ever needed, but what about you?
you are all that i ever wanted, but what about you?
you meant so much to me, but what about you?
& all i ever wanted is just the truths and not lies.

thanks so much GHIMCHOON, who waited for me in the morning.
thanks so much TJIAYING, who pei me walk halfway to school and concerning.
thanks so much JUNYING, for peiing me walk to sch today and tmr, & peiing me for so long, cheering me up and giving my advices.
thanks so much SEAN, for being there when i cried.
thanks so much LIZHI and KAIQI, for all your jokes.
thanks so much LISHAN, for that hug you gave.
thanks so much WEIQIANG, for walking me home even when you're sick.
thanks so much IVAN, for your concern, advises and encouragement.

i will get myself together cause you kept me from falling apart. i want to be with you to get through the days and make everything ohkays.

Happy Birthday ROU WEN.
Happy Birthday JESSICA.